Carole Carson

“Wife, mother, daughter, grandmother, educator, entrepreneur, community organizer, and survivor. But in my heart, I’ve always been a writer.

At GMASBlog, you’ll find posts on whatever catches my interest and content about my five-book fiction series.

Join me in this crazy adventure.”

I began writing Blackbird in 1966, the first in a four-book fictionalized memoir mainly chronicling the life of Jane Bertram. Love, loss, abuse, abandonment, hope, seduction, and despair give color and texture to her story. Telling Jane’s story made me richer, freer, happier and more loving. 

May readers receive the same blessings.

  • Book One

    BlackBird

    Can Jane find the resilience needed to survive?

    The idealized scenes in Norman Rockwell's illustrations seldom reflected the reality of American families, including Jane Bertram's. Her world consists of a mostly absent father and an angry mother who vents her frustration on her daughter.

    Jane stubbornly refuses to become a victim, a stance that further infuriates her mother. Despite the overwhelming pain of knowing her mother hates her, Jane is determined to create a new life for herself.

  • Book Two

    My Mother's Daughter

    Feeling as if she had no choice but to abandon her newborn to the authorities, Jane Bertram is eager to turn her life around. She escapes Iowa aboard a train to Chicago, determined to rise above her abusive past, hoping a new environment will allow her to break away from her dysfunctional relationships and start over.

    Memories, however, can never be left behind, and some wounds never heal. Can Jane silence her mother’s harsh criticism echoing in her head, or is she condemned to follow in her mother’s footsteps? Will her struggles lead to personal growth or only more heartache?

  • Book Three

    The Perfect Mother

    A return to Iowa for her sister's funeral forces Jane Bertram to confront long-buried memories and uncomfortable truths. Is she more like her mother than she'd like to admit? Has she made the same mistakes despite her best intentions?

    Surprised by her aging mother's whispered expression of regret, Jane weighs the possibility of reconciliation. Is there a path forward?

    Could Jane's struggle to find inner peace ultimately depend on forgiving her mother? And herself? Is a transformation from decades of resentment to sincere appreciation possible?

  • Book Four

    The First and Last Lesson

    Jane Bertram has everything she could ask for. A loving partner. Friends. A beautiful home. Security. Then, time takes them away. Having worked so hard and lost so much, can an ailing Jane once again overcome old demons? Or will she succumb to long-buried shadows and ghosts? With time running out, will she remember how to spin straw into gold?

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